you lost truth by trying to share it.

I wish you were a baby bird.
I would cradle you so, but
you are not, so, I will not
get close enough to touch,
instead send more subtle energies
which you aware of I know.
I do not believe my love for
you is of a certain space and time,
you have taught me something
which I cannot reveal to you.

big dreams, primitive schemes

but



I think I am going to name her Teaadora when I finally meet her.


My mom had 8 miscarriages


before she had me


and our family psychic said one of the spirits will come as my first born daughter


I hope that isn't weird

Your music put me in this space , like i am a pre-born , in the womb,  or in the limbo , or somewhere undefined,
sorry i write you 200 messages tonite

It is true: You will find what you are seeking freedom's inevitable if you surrender to silence.